Thanks for your thoughts peoples. I haven't had a final verdict yet and I am waiting on CT scan results to see if it is spreading beyond the liver. But whatever the verdict, I am OK with things. Life itself is the most fatal disease, so even something like cancer doesn't frighten me. Days, weeks, months or years - it's just me and the dog in my life she's 11 1/2, so the only thing I hope for is to survive her. I'll be back on the brushes asap and I also have a few large scale models on the go too - 1/12th scale Porsche Carrera, 1/16th scale tank crew figures...
...not to mention at least three liveries for msfs.